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…. I don’t care what you think about me anymore.

i’m finally living MY life the way I want to! I’m done trying to win your acceptance because i’ve realized I don’t need it to live MY life and be happy!

for the first time in my life i am truly happy! I’m marrying the love of my life in 32 days, I have a beautiful daughter who i wouldn’t trade for the world! I have a roof over my head and a family who loves me unconditionally for who i am and what i am! I don’t care if im a ” teen statistic ” to you, I don’t care if you think i’m ” over weight ” I don’t care if you think i’m a ” bitch” and I don’t care if you think ” i’m worthless ” to someone else I’m a wonderful mother, a loving fiance, a caring daughter, a best friend, and i’m everything you said i couldn’t be!

I work my ass off day in and day out to help provide for my family as best as i can and its good enough! so i’m done letting you get into my head trying to convice me that i’m a horrible mother and im not a good girlfriend, or that im over weight and a bitch, screw you, I am good enough, and ive finally seen that! after fighting with self conscious issues, commitment issues, and an eating disorder since i was 13 that you caused you can’t win anymore, you no longer have control over me! I am finally happy with everything in my life and ive accepted my life for what it is!

sincerely, the girl who faced her fears and accepted herself as she is!